Forbidden sissy fantasies, Pretoria – 45

I'm a straight / bicurious married white male, 1.8m, 65kg, brown hair and eyes. My sex life at home isn't great as I get hard, but seldom stay hard for sex. Over the years I have also been turned on by crossdressing and later on, sissification.

I'm not turned on by men, but the idea of being the girl in a scenario with a man is a total different situation.

My ultimate fantasy is to find a dominant white man, who are turned on by the idea of sissifiying a submissive guy. I would love an aspect of enforced sissification, you being in charge and dominant, and me only obeying your orders, instructions and rules.

I would love to be emasculated as a man, humiliated for being unable to satisfy a woman, to understand that my purpose is to be dressed as a girl and used by a man. I also love sissy brainwashing and hypno videos.

My ideal situation would be as follows. Starting online, finding a dominant man to start turning me into his sissy slave, mentally and physically. You can refer to me as sissy, bitch, slut and I will address you as Master, Daddy or Sir. You will make fun of my manhood, make me buy and wear panties under my clothes after burning my male underwear as a symbol of the start of my new life.

Our first meeting can be at a public coffee shop where you will instruct me to wear a bra, panties (or chastity cage) under my clothes, sitting nervously at a table waiting for my Master to arrive. Afterwards you can make me follow you to your car where you can touch me, feeling the absence of a cock under my pants, only the hard chastity cage restricting my manhood as well as feeling the bra under my shirt. Also making my touch your crotch, to feel what a real man feels like.

After that, setting up a meeting at your place. Me arriving, discreetly dressed normally as a man, getting invited in by you and shown where to undress. Undressing naked, then putting on lingerie, thigh high stockings and taking my limp manhood away, which is now my sissy clit. Nervously, slowly walking out towards you and standing in front of you. Looking down at the floor, seeing my flat crotch area, accepting my fate. Seeing as you walk around me, inspecting your sissy creation, seeing the hard bulge in your underwear, being in the presence of a real man.

Feeling a hard sting as you spank my panty clad ass. Being made to kneel in front of you to undo your belt, unzip your pants and start worshipping your cock as instructed by you. Hearing the sloppy blowjob noises my mouth is creating until you explode in my mouth, knowing there is no turning back from this.

Looking for a clean white guy who can host to make this fantasy a reality. In time things can also go further than this to the point where you take my sissy virginity, being on all fours and getting bred by a real man.

Lets chat on here or via telegram. Please tell me more about you first to see if this can work between us.