Sex like a girl, Pretoria – 45

I want to experience having sex with a man, but as a girl.

Realistically this is not possible as i am a man myself, so the best i can do is the following :

Dress up as a girl - tight pink lace thong with my cock and balls tucked away with a matching lace bra. Thigh high sticking to produce silky smooth legs. Girly perfume to smell sweet and feminine. Walking slowly and sensually out towards you, small feminine steps with a slight sway of the hips. Shoulders back, breasts out. Pausing in the doorway, feeling your eyes on me, watching as you get up and walk towards me, standing in front of me. I can smell your manly cologne and you, my girly perfume. You lean forward and start kissing my cherry painted lips, soft at first then more passionately. My hand start touching you through your pants, feeling the outline of your cock. Slowly i drop to my knees and start undoing your belt, then your jeans button and pulling your zip down. Pulling your jeans down and finally your underwear, watching as your cock jumps out at me. Looking up at you before taking your cock in my mouth.
Sucking, slurping, feeling your cock grow in my mouth. My thong rubbing against my ass, making me more horny and slutty. Feeling your hands behind my head as you slowly start fucking my mouth, until you explode and I can feel your pulsating cock eject squirt after squirt of cum into my mouth (and maybe at the same time i will also cum in my panties)

Looking to experience this with a clean white guy who can host. Im a 45yo married white male from Pta East, 1.8m, 65kg, brown hair and eyes.

Hope fully this can become an ongoing thing. Im not a shemale, just a guy in lingerie. I can also be in a wig and other types of clothing if you can provide that