The only way out for a limp man, Pretoria – 45

What can a man offer a woman if he cant get hard and have sex with her? Unable to make her feel like a woman. His cock, limp and small is now just there for decoration, its only purpose to pee with. Can it really be called a cock or is it rather an oversized clit?
Im looking for a dominant woman who likes to be in charge of a man, a type of woman who likes control and ultimately make me accept my sissy fate and destiny. Someone who will make me accept my fate and destiny - that if i cant fuck a woman, my only option is to take on the part of the woman and become a sissy. The one not on the giving side of a cock, but on the receiving side of a cock. A real cock, big, hard and erect.
About me, im a married white male and all our fights go about our sex life, or rather the lack thereof and me not making her feel like a woman. Generally i feel we are only together because of the kids. I have been to doctors for medication and the only option for me is injections that i administer that makes it hard for an hour, but that feels unnatural, emasculating, having to take chemicals to get hard. I can continue this route, taking the injections in order to keep our sex life in check, but what i really crave is to submit and being turned into a sissy, which feels like the next natural phase.
To be under the control of a female, follow her guidelines, rules and commands and to get emasculated and sissified by her. To accept that i cant compete with a real man, and to accept my new role and place until i acknowledge the fact.
Next will be the physical change, not wearing male underwear which are destined for real men, but lacy panties and thongs under my normal clothes. Also a pink chastity cage which will allow me using a bathroom sitting down, like a girl, further enphasising my new role.
Being trained and guided into becoming emasculated and feminised. Eating pink cupcakes on your instruction, no more masturbating like a man but only rubbing like a girl. Seeing the world from a new perspective as a submissive, obedient sissy girl.
Being pushed towards placing ads looking for a real man and experiencing my first encounter as the new me. Dressed in skimpy lingerie, feeling like a virgin girl as i kneel in front of a man, ready to suck my first cock…
If you are interested in guiding, leading, grooming me into this, please let me know. Im serious and teady to surrender control to you, to be putty in your hands, your puppet on a string…